Won't have to face it alone

''Every relationship has its own problems ,

but what makes it perfect is when you still want to be there

even though it SUCKS''

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's
crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on .
You want to move on but you are stuck right where you started .
When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say but don't know where to start .
When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push them
farther and farther away .
It's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now realizing
that things are different and they may never be the same again .
You tell yourself it's not worth it .

but if it really didn't matter ..

You wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.