FWB

F.W.B
which stands for Friends with Benefit.
Are you okay with FWB?
Some people finds it attractive. Some finds it fun.
But some, finds it rather horrible, some finds it hard to accept.
Well, it depends on how you look at it.
To me, I am the rather unacceptable of such shit kinda person.

Okay..
There could be many different meanings of FWB.
Some people looks at it like you only call your partner to have sex with.
Which majority people would think that way.
Some which are slightly naive,
or just trying to be nice would say that is just an accompany in life.
Where one day you want to find someone for a movie, or to waste time with.
To me, its BOTH. Haha...

I do not enjoy this FWB thing.
I don't like hanging half way or being used.
It feels super insecure.
Which if you know how insecure I can feel.
I could be so insecure that I won't talk.
Maybe just silently crying half the day.
I can also start talking rubbish like asking people to leave, go away,
get off my face etc.
 But guesswhat?
I am drowning in it.

xoxo
Chubbychic