Run away

every time holding the phone, hoping that my phone would ring, and see your name popping up on my screen.

It feels like I've just woke up from a dream.
I didn't regret for what I've said.
Just didn't know why people could just leave like that.
I really am not worth for anyone to really appreciate me?
Am I really not good enough?
Will anyone treat me the same like how I treat others?
Sigh..
3years.. And this is the last. Enough of all this.
I am tired.
Its not fair.
Sigh..

Standing under the shower, flashing back so many things.
I was hoping that my tears would run down my face,
at least that would make me feel better.
The suck-est feeling now is that I can not let out what is stuck inside.
I can not cry.
Its not cause I don't feel a thing,
I am feeling a lot! So deep inside.
ARGH!

Please let me sleep..
Please~