No memories means no pain, no hurt

As long as we never make any memories together, then there won't be any pain nor we will ever feel hurt. Hmm...

We have memories, but none of them are strong ones. The best memory we ever had was maybe the first time you hug me in your arms and sleep. ( I mean to me, I don't know about you)While I was asleep, you would give me little peck on my lips and my eyes would be half open to see your face with a blur vision. But I remember. I remember every emotion on your face, every single bits from you lips, your eyes, your nose, your brows,your hair. I remembered it clearly. But do you?

As for now, our memories remain same, or should I say, it isn't a memory, its more like a everyday to-do thing.I finish work, You come pick me, You Diablo while I use the lappy, around 11 something I go back.And we do it again the next day.

If we keep it this way, no memories will be form, nothing will happen, no ups or downs. Even if one day either one of us go, no big difference, am I right?

Insecure. What am I?

xoxo
ChubbyChic