To Those Who Are Trying To Forget but Still Can't

Letting Go .. 

To let go is not to forget , not to think about,
or to ignore.
It doesn't leave feelings of anger , jealousy or regret .
Letting go isn't winning , and it isn't losing.
It's not about pride and its not about how you appear and
it's not obsessing or dwelling in the past .
Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,
and doesn't leave emptiness , hurt or sadness .
It's not giving in or giving up .
Letting go isn't about loss and it's not defeat .
To let go is to cherish memories ,
and overcome and move on .
It's having an open mind, confidence and future.
Letting go is accepting.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that
made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow.
It's about all that you have,
all that you had, and all that you will soon again .
Letting go is the courage to accept change ,
and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up .
It's realizing the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open the door , to clear a path
to set you free ..

All the best in 2016 !


Cheers,

Chubbychic  

If you could read my mind , you will be in tears .

Knock Knock //

It's me . :)

'' Sometimes you find yourself in the middle of no where , in the middle of no where ..  You find yourself . ''

I went to find nemo few days ago ( If you know what I mean ) .
Was a very bad nemo and I felt bad about it .. I was not me.

You may know my name but not my story .
But of cause it is personal . I am not going to tell grandmother stories .
To those that really knows me , will know me ..

I apologise, not to anyone but myself ..
I didn't love myself..  Expecting others to love me ?
There were no limits towards my giving that caused a havoc not only to myself
but to those that believed in me.

Once upon a time .. someone told me I was ''perfect ''.
But I toke it away .. Can I still be that ''perfect girl'' again ?


I don't know the actual meaning of maturity , but for me ,  maturity is when a person hurts you and you try to understand their situation rather then hurting them back .
People lies ,but action don't . I believe..
Be kind to unkind people ,because they need them the MOST .
Love yourself as much as you want to be loved .

I never blame anyone for it because '' what you allow is what will continue ''

Note to self .. Don't allow then ..

To be Jelly or not to be Jelly ?! That is the question

Everyone see things in their own way .
Some girls never gets jealous , but does it mean they don't care?
Or maybe they do but the trust is strong?
Some girls gets jealous, but does it mean that they are not understanding?

Or maybe they do care and love too much?

You see, it is such a funny yet contradicting situation.
So how ?!
To be jelly or not to be jelly?
Let me show you this..

I am confused , so what is babe?! If a girl calls a girl " Babe" it sounds like Babe ( one pronunciation ) , But if a Girl calls a guy '' Babe" is it Babe ? Or BaBy ?
A very simple question ,
He owns a dick , so why babe? Not bro ? Dude? Brother?

'' Its just a word ~ don't get too serious about it ''
Since It is just '' A WORD '' , changed it . Simple ;)

Again , to be jelly or not to be jelly ?
So mindfu*king .

PS : Don't play dumb babe ~ 

It's not easy being alone..

This came from a post i read on facebook ( http://fooarray.blogspot.com/2014/12/blog-post_41.html )

''You give a monkey to choose between a gold bar and a banana , the monkey will choose the banana, because it doesn't know that how many banana it can get from a gold bar ; Same goes to human . You
give a human to choose between a gold bar and knowledge , most people will choose the gold bar , but what they don't know is how many gold bar you can get from knowledge . ''

Lesson is : sometimes decisions are more important then just plain hard work .

[ a strong person doesn't mean that they have no tears to cry but to have tears and moving forward still ]

Who you are 10 years ago , 1 year ago or even yesterday , it doesn't matter .. What matters is who are you today ..

Life is tiring ..
But suffer now is better then suffering later  ,
Life is bitter ..
But its better to taste bitter now then in the future.
With tired and bitter , you will only learn to appreciate what you have.

Take a risk , you only live life once . Welcome the rain and storm that is coming .
Don't be afraid.
No one else can help you , except your own self.

'' An egg cracks from the outside is food ; cracks from the inside is a life .''
A human breaks from the outside is pressure ; breaks from the inside is growth .

Life is fair, whatever you are going thru makes u a stronger person .. nobody can take that experience and feelings away from you. It is yours ...

No matter how hard you fall , remember .. happiness is not very far away .
Hold on tight and you can see a stronger you that you ever expect.
Nothing comes easy .
Learn to talk less and listen more.
Look out the window and you will see a different world. :)

Won't have to face it alone

''Every relationship has its own problems ,

but what makes it perfect is when you still want to be there

even though it SUCKS''

It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time.
And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's
crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on .
You want to move on but you are stuck right where you started .
When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say but don't know where to start .
When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push them
farther and farther away .
It's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now realizing
that things are different and they may never be the same again .
You tell yourself it's not worth it .

but if it really didn't matter ..

You wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.  

Be True to Yourself

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be love for what you are not.

I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up

where I needed to be.

Sometimes , the questions are complicated but the answers are simple.

No matter what, you are going to mess up sometimes, it is a universal truth .

But the good part is you get to decide how you are going to mess it up. 

'' Life is like riding a bicycle . To keep your balance , you must keep moving. ''

Life is not about finding yourself , is about CREATING yourself . 

Life doesn't stop for anybody . 

Who are you to judge the life i live?

I know I am not perfect and I don't live to be.

Before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are CLEAN . ;) 

That's what life is about : People come and go

People come and go . Everyone that has been in your life has been there for a reason , to test you, to love you, to experience life with you even to use you .

''The right ones will always stays. ''

Let them go .. Your life was never tied to anyone.
Those that left, doesn't mean they are bad people , it just means that their part in your story is over.

Some people came into our lives and leaves quickly ; while others stay and leave footprints on our hearts , we are never the same again.
Hard times reveal those who are true.
Never get used to anybody because you will never know when will they be leaving you .

''Feelings change, Memories don't''

To all of you ,

             I am happy that you once were in my life . We all had many happy times together . Unforgettable ones.  I don't know if any will think of me at some times , but I know I do :)
Time to let all of you go .. I will definitely miss every single moments we all had together.

*One song , memories flashback ... and deleted. ;')